It has lifted.
Fresh hell gone stale.
My life has been filled with medications that don’t work, weight stuff, questioning my thoughts, bad thoughts, a train ride to Minnesota to wean off aforementioned meds and thoughts, a lot of missed work. A lot of missed everything.
Doctors, Shrinks, paranoia, agoraphobia, anxiety, depression, self-medication, pity, the inability to breathe easy. Not a clear or exact thought entered my head. I had quite factually fallen on my face and was fortunate to have someone to pick me up. Every single time.
And do you know what happened?
A couple of days after my twenty-ninth birthday, it all lifted.
Just like that.
With that said, I have missed you and your blogs.
And just so we’re all caught up on things:
Happy Halloween, Happy Turkey Day, Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy New Year, Happy Valentine’s Day, Happy St. Patrick’s Day, and Happy Passover, and Happy Easter. I think that just about covers it.
Happy, Happy, Merry, Happy, Happy, Happy, Happy, Happy, and Happy.
I like that sentence better.